Musings on life with Our Little Girl 5 Months in!

Just like that… we are at 5 months!
My baby girl turned 5 months this past week, and I can hardly believe how much she has grown. She is no longer the sleepy little newborn who needed help with everything—she is becoming her own little person. Full of opinions, a sparkly personality, and a very determined way of expressing herself.


And I am loving every minute of it.

She is busy. Very busy.
Trying to sit, attempting to turn (and getting mildly frustrated when she doesn’t quite land it 😅), and oh my… the curiosity! This girl wants to know everything.

Her eyes follow spoons and chapatis like she is writing a thesis on food. The way she reaches out when someone is eating?
She says, “I know I don’t have teeth… but I’ve got questions.” 😂

Her curiosity? Insatiable.
Her smile? Absolutely contagious.
She has the biggest gummy smile and a flair for drama and storytelling… all without saying a single word yet!

Her temperament is blooming like a little garden—and it is looking very sanguine. She laughs easily, fusses only when she really needs to, and lights up like a firecracker when she sees her siblings.

Yes, I said it. I am raising three extroverted girls. THREE.
Pray for their future spouses… and for me during teenagehood. 😅

Postpartum this time has felt… different. Gentle, even. And that feels like a miracle.

I have felt supported, steady, and more present than I ever imagined I could be. Maybe it is the fifth-time wisdom (or just surrendering to the chaos), but I am not in a rush to bounce back or prove anything.

I am soaking in the cuddles.
The new milestones.
The sweet baby smells.
Even the tired mornings… with grace.

There is something deeply healing about loving—and being loved—in the ordinary rhythms of motherhood.

I have officially rejoined work. And to be honest—it feels good.
With a pinch of guilt, of course.

I love my babies deeply and wildly.
But I also love purpose beyond the home. I love getting up, dressing up, being in rooms where ideas flow and conversations buzz.

Work reminds me that I am still me—still Muthoni.
Vision-driven. People-loving. Multitasking. Purpose-chasing. Me.

Now I am navigating a new kind of balance.
Pumping schedules. Home check-ins. Traffic. Meetings.
Still making it home in time for cuddles and bedtime routines. It is not perfect—but it is working. Most days. 🙃

These baby days?
They are sweet. And fast.

I want to hold them closely without losing myself in them.
To be present, but not erased. Engaged, but not exhausted.

I want to raise strong, expressive, joyful girls—
And show them that Mama is doing her best to live fully too.


To My Sweet Mukeni…

To the way you light up when I walk through the door.
To your tiny arms reaching for me, your bright eyes full of wonder.
To your laughter that fills our house, and your presence that completes our little tribe.

You are joy in human form. You remind me daily that God still writes beautiful stories.
Thank you for bringing light, laughter, and a brand-new rhythm into our home.

I love watching you bloom.
You are becoming… and so am I.

Here is to this season:
With grace, grit, mess, meaning, milk pumps in my bag, and a whole lot of prayers.

Here is to the noise, the joy, the giggles, the growth.
And here is to me—an amazing mama, loving deeply, leading boldly, living loudly.


With love,
Mama

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