Letter#11 To the one who made me a mother.

2018 is here with us, i thank God for the chance to experience another year and get to do many more new things. 2017 was a great year full of many firsts and new experiences, it was really good to me and great for us. I know it has been a lonnng while since i was here i have a major reason why...Our family is growing we thank God!!!We have been excited and elated and couldn't wait to share the good news-I had no idea how to share the news. The lituman is the most excited, he has been on a high since the first day he discovered-okay we told him-there was someone in mummy's tummy. My tummy is now no longer just mine, he demands to talk to this little bun anytime and all the time and i get free kisses all day everyday. There has been a series of crazy questions here and there and we expect more to come by the time baby arrives- We have had to explain why the baby is in my tummy and not Beau"s and how it will be born trust me its been reallly fun and difficult.Now he is little no more and I thought of  perfect message to give him as he goes to the next step of life-Big brother.


My dearest Son,
My first born,my pride, the one who made me a mother. I love being your mummyr, you are my lituman. I love what we have and what we have built from the very first time our hearts met. It has been great watching you grow into a little man who is in all senses mine. You have made it easy for Momma and Baba to raise you, sometimes we do not like the fact that we have to use the rod,but even in those times you are still so lovable.
I love how interactive and social you are, traits you got from your Baba cause I have to read people first before i can reach out. You make it so easy- "Sasa? my name is Jaden. What is your name? what are you doing? and why are you doing it?" Then next time you know his/her name and where they live. Both your grandpas have the same trait so i pray its part of you for life- a man of the people. I love your confidence and how you carry yourself. I love your genuine love and care for the people around you-I aim to be like you.
  As you become  big brother, am excited and scared for you. Scared because I am a big sister SO i know the feeling of caring too much and loving a little bit more. I know the part of not being selfish and putting your siblings ahead of you because there is someone else you love just like yourself,  baby you can count on me for guidance. Am excited because I have seen how much excited you are to have a little sibling. Someone to share toys with and play with and also talk to. So far you haven't stopped talking to my tummy and this baby already loves you so much, the moment you are around the excitement is real. You will discover that siblings make the world such a wonderful place. I cannot wait to watch both of you grow and share life.
Always be sure we have enough love for both of you our hearts are big enough for two little people.Our arms will never tire of carrying you and we will always get time to tuck you in bed and run around just like always only that we have another playmate. 
   Lituman who is little no more... you are the pride of your parents. My prayer is that you will grow into a Godly man, making Christ the center of your life. That amidst so much happening around you, you will find your ground and stay rooted, that you will discover your purpose and live to achieve it. You will live to change your generation and impact it in a very positive way. You will be the head and never the tail. That you will be blessed when going out and coming in. That God shall direct your path and favor you in all you set out to do.Your Baba and I will work towards giving you the best, because that is the much we can do for you-the rest is for you to do.
I love you. Baba loves you. As you become a big brother, do not ever forget you are our baby, you are allowed to cry and ask to be carried because your legs are tired.

With Love,
Momma.

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