Told you February is a great month for me. I hope y'all have had a lovely week, mine has been a good one. I have been learning on letting God direct and light my path. Trust me its not as easy as it sounds, sometimes i go before Him then wonder why things are not working out. Ever tried walking in a path you know nothing about then you keep stambling and end up so mad with bruises here and there? Yup some days feel like that... but i love where I am and where we are as a family.
I am a few days away to my 8th month... the feeling is complicated, am soo excited yet soo scared... but mostly excited. I have insomania during the night and i can sleep peacefully through the day... yup lets all pity the Beau... i need company so he has to stay awake even when he can not open those eyes.
Talking about the Beau. Now that Valentines just went by.. this guy has been my rock. Like literally a rock. He stays up with me, gets me bananas during the night(i love bananas). Whenever i call he is up -he has rabbit sleep. Always alert. When the muscles cramp up in the middle of the night he is there to calm them down. That has made everyday a Valentine's for me. Beau you have been amazing and you sure are the best.
For the past 31 weeks, i have learnt to eat and eat healthy. I love eating those who know me know that. I have also learnt to love my body. I wake up everyday and have to love on my body and its changes. I have learnt that carrying a baby to full term is a miracle by itself... i do not take it for granted. I have learnt to pray, to converse with God. To let Him know about my fears and weaknesses and my desires.
I have learnt to pray for my unborn baby. Pray about their physical and mental growth. About their personality and character-i have an agressive character and Beau has a very calm character (yes they have to choose and balance them out) and we make a power team. I have learnt to pray about their future and the choices they will make. Even as i pray for easy and fast delivery I have learnt to pray for a calm spirit upon my baby. That their spirit will be calm from the core. Prayer has been my go-to because i can not reach them, Only God can. I can only experience kicks and turns but He has formed my baby and knows them from the inside out. Make prayer your number 1 resource and see how well it works out. Till next time stay prayerful.
Love,
Muthoni Muange
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